its a bad day ! found myself still on the bed at 640 am ! GOsh @#$! was struggling with devil and angel in my mind early in the morning .. without a doubt ANGEL won ! i dragged my footstep to work and reach there around 9 ! yawninGg ~ its 1.42 Now and im still not sleeping .. haha ... i can predict tat i will be dragging my footstep to work tml once again :( Zzzz ... suddenly felt tat i had lost my direction => who's gonna bring me back to the track again ~ Hurry kkz ! im feeling more and more tired day by day .. Im awaitng !

Official post NO.1

it's the first official post here ! if im not posting think someone will be coming after to kill me .. its a very bad season for me .. im referring to my attchment .. though its not a bad company but it took up all my time and energy .. someone tat enjoys his plentiful of time all the while is being tied down .. so TERRIBLE ! alot of things not goin in my way .. having alot of "feeling" inside me .. kinda complicated but im jus wanna complain .. baby and i didnt get to meet onli during the weekend .. i noe we are both tired .. its understandable but why there isnt any surprises coming up for me .. on my way home im always imaging a surprises poping for me after the damm tiring day .. but i jus wouldn't get it .. ARGH ! love doesnt have right and wrong isnt it .. i jus hope my surprise would come up to me Soon ! More post coming from MEeee !

testing testing ~~